“What is something you’ve been holding back?’
And if all it took was 11 days. It feels like a decade.
Since YOU asked, “The connection was priceless. That’s all I could say.”
They spoke for 2 hours on the phone on their first conversation back in August. All about one topic.
11 days and it all looks too familiar. He has the traits of the character she’d written about in her journal. She knew she met him before.
Now it looks too good to be true. And the best thing she can do, is run.
Have you ever prayed for something and when you have it, you don’t know what to do?
She does not believe a male and a female can remain friends without becoming lovers. Nor does she want to befriend a male unless it is her husband.
She’s always in her head, yet she tells him to get out of his.
Why did she think she was annoying him because of his delayed responses?
Now she’s tripping because her mind is telling her there’s a female around.
She claims she has self-control but as her mind begins to wander, she decides to block him.
She cannot control her emotions because she feels some type of way. Is it just a good connection or is it because she’s lonely?
He gave her the impression he was lonely and needed someone to speak to. And she did not mind filling that void.
How did it ever reach that far when all they were meant to do was chart gold?
Exchanging ideas was something she enjoyed. The friendship is rare and had almost everything she’d prayed for.
She cherishes how much he communicates. She admires his love for the charts. His openness to speak about himself, she adores it. And his humor, they’re never too late.
Now she’s wondering if she should call.
Or will he just live in her memory.
